Thursday, July 29, 2010

Silence of the lamb

Silence of the lamb...one of my favorite movies. I haven't figured out why I have use this blog for my own sociologist session. Maybe because I've been hurt so bad by people I trusted. Only to learn of the betrayal. Maybe because I really don't think anybody even cares. Maybe I just don't have the guts to let another back-stabbing two-faced fake friend in to betray my trust one again. The last two year I've been hit with a lot...I can't even to begin talking about it. It’s beginning to take its toll. My only Solis is when I stand to teach and preach. I'm tired and I want to quit life! Is that possible?

Picking up the pieces is how I feel today. After such a tough year I'm struggling to put it together. Each day is a fight to keep pushing. It’s easy to give up and/or throw in the towel. I'm not a quitter and I'm determined to make my way through this valley. Through Christ who gives me strength.